go back to the period time before I saw you.

she told me to think in keeping simple, "think about yourself, before you ever saw him" yes. there must have been myself without you. If I didn't meet you, I would be still "me". I really wish what she told me was as easy as it seems. I have the situation with someone I am falling into. I haven't felt so special for so long..I almost thought I was zombi. literaly zombi.mentally before I met you. In spite of our strong feeling for each other, the circumstance involved between us wouldn't let us go further. And I am put in the spot to decide whether take it or leave it. It sucks. We are barely beginning but going through a hard time. To only think about two of us, there are so many considerable things behind us. I am not really able to see straight what would be the best decision for both of us. we are just so falling into each other and I don't want to ruin it. what we have built between us is so valuable and precious. I don't really know what to do.