-5hours.

Still can't realize that today is last day of us and only 5hours remains.
As look at us, everything is same.like we woke up, play, dance, and feel comfortable.
When do we, when I can feel like I will be totally alone. Would that time be tough?.


I bet I will cry and panic.


I used to afraid deep relationship, but unlike what I always say, I want to be in relationship.
Like, wish there is someone only cares about me, ask me to if I have a good day, everything is okay. ironically, once I get into serious relationship, I start fuss, worry.

hmm....

I declare to myself, I will try not to be and think about bright side of past event.
We always meet, know, and get used to be with some one. when the relationship seems go through over, we panic, and turns to like, there was any happy moment to remember.
There is always good moment and horrible moment.

but try to thank about what we have done, how beautiful it was.
notthing last forever but a memory last for long in our mind somehow.
Eventhough, after time goes, we might forget what we've done and start remember other event,issue, the past memory comes out in where we never expect...

be strong..