Circulation

I am about to cut off the one relationship I 've involved in for 6months because thats the only option for now. Its going to be hard, awkward, weird, all the crap.. In the meantime, I may be being cutting off by other. Ironically, the cycle of being cutting off, drives me insane. What I mean, even though I will cut the relationship off , I am scared ,if it comes to me.I can't help it..