In a limited space

Can we really define a fact within one week? or in a day? a months? a year?. If thing seems so clear , I could feel it, is this it, only in a week, or is that, I push the thing to be defined in rush..Its so painful being conscious of reality.Pretending soo okay isn't helpful at all; only make my wonder worse. Its so hard to believe or even think I've been being using for advantage of others. It really sucks.It does.hope It goes away soon, forever,-.I won't reply anymore ,that would lead me falling into blackhole.Must be difficult, please, don't. I may not even have chance to resist tho, watever,