04:24am

As my laptop is showing "3:24am", I was like, "Well..let me go to bed at 4:00".
then I saw my cell phone showing "4:25am" oh boy.
I did not notice that my laptop was showig wrong time..
I wasn't even doing anything special. Just things I normally do..reading blogs,
listening music, blah blah.

I am afraid I may wake up on middle of day, probably 1 pm t0 3pm?
then my precious saturday would have already gone halfway. no one to blame."
I don't even know WHY I keep writing this instead of jumping on my bed.
I guess, my fingers and my heart don't get along at this moment. whooo."

Tomorrow,oh no, after few hours(It's already turnd Sat), I am going to meet up Jenny and hopefully study together. It's been a while we met.
I 've been actually avoiding her for personal reasons. just thought,
it's time to meet her bcz when it takes toooo long, something would make an awkward air between us.

Recently, I've been feeling soo lonely. I am not speaking of physical actions tho..
I just miss the feeling which could make me feel that I am alive not only physically,
but also mentally.

These day, I seem pretty much a robot. I don't care how people look at me;
I don't want myself to think tat I am not longer emotional, sentimental,
loving, and affectinate girl.
I want to walk holding one's hands and talk about anything,even silly thing,
and laugh as if we were still kids. plus making some tensins. owwwww.
Hopefully, romantic day comes to me soon.