thursday,

I just got home like 30mins ago.. Since I hadn't eaten anything, I ate rite away . I went to school and H-mart to buy KimChI( Korean's general food. Price in United States is ridiculous tho).and As I always do, I got lost on my way back to home. gosh. I could have turned on GPS at first, then I was like..well. I could do it by myself!!!and nothing happened so.. eventually I turned on GPS , the thing was it wasn' wokring!!! So, I had to figure out by myself.. after 30 min driving around, I found a way home .all of sudden, GPS started working.after all this! hated it. I feel sort of depressed . I think bcz of shuting my mouth up. Sometimes, suddenly, I forget how to say,I mean, how to lead conversation with a person! or bunch of people in a certain group.
It may sound weird tho well its part of me and I hate myself in this way.... I don't wanna share what exactly happened even tho no one reads this. anyway, I don't like myself today..